Clearing the Mind

Doing some writing to try and clear my head a little. The more I write it seems the calmer and more at ease I'm feeling. It's good to just be honest about every little detail and then read it back objectively, without trying to sell it to anyone.

My doctor tells me my crazy, obsessive thoughts are a sign of falling in love. I told him that if this is what the real thing feels like, then I am not even a little bit interested!!!!! Can't wait to feel like a rational person again.

And to stop wondering whether he's thinking about me would be nice. Especially when the answer is "he's a boy! Of course he's not! One thought at a time". ;-)