January 16th Hurt

And just like that it is over.

On a positive note I have a new friend. On a negative note I don't think I can be friends with him.

Either way I think my initial assessment of not being ready to date yet was probably right and I may just go and hide under a rock for the rest of the year rather than deal with anymore rejection.

I'm doing the whole 'i-don't-care' thing on the outside. Moment of truth? I'm feeling a little shattered and I'm pretty sure that most of that would have nothing to do with a guy I barely know. Sometimes we aren't as strong or as healed as we convince ourselves we are... January 16th seemed like such a long time ago.